I have a great family ♥

I feel loved today ,
Though i'm really down.
I even locked myself in a room for three hours long.
Then my mum, dad ,they kept knocking the door,
Asked me what happened to me
Why kept crying
Fast go eat dinner
And a lot

I love my Family also !
They are all amazing ! ♥ 

Thank you for all your forgiveness always. ♥ 
I cherish all that.
I thought this time you really gonna give up.
But then you don't.
Thank you dear ♥ 
When you asking me to stay strong and find a better guy,
But i can't even stop my tears just now,
I really need you in my life.
I don't know how i gonna live without you.
So i can't just letting you go so easily.
You are just so important for me. ♥ 
I'm just a fool.
Today, finally i knew everything.
I should've follow you move to behind last time.
I'm really such a fool.
Or just a fucking biatch.
But i could swear that i'm not lying everything to you.
I'm telling every truths to you.

But honestly, when the moment you said Our Relationship is just a Fucking Realationship.
These words really just tear my heart apart,
Bring me down to the hell.
And even make me feel desperated somemore.
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But then we still make it through at the end :') ♥ 
Thanks for staying with me always ♥ 
I Love You ♥ 

First Day Without Him.

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The first day I was all alone,
The first night I gonna sleep without his good nights,
And this may continues for 7 days.
I hope only for 7 days to live without him.
I don't wanna live without him more days than that.
One day already killed me.
What about tomorrow?
What about the day next to tomorrow?
What about Thursday?
What about Friday?
What about Saturday?
What about Sunday?!
I cannot even imagine how i gonna live tomorrow.
A day without him is all meaningless.
He is just so important in my whole life.
I don't wanna lose him again in my life.
It kills me,it pains me alot.

He is not trust me anymore.
This short term break, hopefully can heal both of us.
I hope he will come back to me after a week.
I will change for my love.
Im gonna prove it to him also.

Without him,
Everything looks so sorrow.
Without him,
Everything become meaningless.

And i really didn't know that just a facebook setting and made him so mad, even lost trust in me.
But I could swear!
I never meant to hide things from him.
I never wanted to hurt him also.
At first, I really really don't know , and i wasn't acting.
Until last night , i just firgured it out.
Just a facebook setting, and made both of us gonna end our relationship.
I hate facebook from now on.
Im trying to stop myself  from playing it.
Facebook ruins my life,
Facebook ruins our relationship.
Facebook nearly make me lost my love, the one i love the most in my own life.
I HATE FACEBOOK!

I don't wanna walk alone and live alone without him in the rest of my life.
I want him to walk with me in the rest of my life.
I want him to stay with me in the rest of my life.
I JUST NEED HIM IN MY LIFE.
ONLY HIM.
HE IS ONE AND THE ONLY.
No one could take his place in my heart.
Nothing gonna change my love for him.
I LOVE HIM, Ting Kee Yuan.

Hope Everything Goes Fine and Great! :)

Finally,we make it through.
Even though i was really tired, slightly dissapointed.
Almost feel like giving up everything.
And yet, i still make it.
I didn't give up, still hanging on.
How strong am i >.< LOL
Anyway, im just hoping now we will go smooth , fine and great. <3

I'm sorry for everything

27/2/2012. Not my day.

Today is not my day.
My mum forgot the time that i done tuition,
late coming to pick me up.
Made me waited her alone for almost one hour.
i'm scared but she never knew.
This is not the first time also, i'm sick of it dy.
I'm really upset sometimes.

Him.
Don't ever talk bout your female friend with me.
I'm not interested with them.
You should know i will jealous.
Imagine if i talk bout my male friend with you, hows you gonna feel ?
Happy? Joyful? Delighted somemore?
Or jealousy? Unhappy? Mad?

Well, i can let you know bout my feelings,
I'm jealous, unhappy.
I'm trying to be fine with all this..


I'm so sick of my life.
So tired of being strong
I'm not cold blooded what
I have my true feelings.
Sometimes when really bad mood, but I still have to act like nothings happen, and happy?
What for doing all this.
I'm tired of being like this.
Just wanna be back my own.

2/20/2012 :)

It's been long time i didn't update my bloggie yet. haha
I wonder how come i still got time to update my blog at this TIMING?! lol
The first term exam is coming very soon. :O
I'm scare i can't do well in it.
But i'll try my best to get the best result for myself, my family and him. 
I had started doing revision since last Saturday. 
I hope i will not forget what i studied. If not, then wait GG ba. lol


Just now i suddenly remembered that last year got one day he made a burger for me. xixi
How sweet !
Those good memories still seem so fresh playing in my mind. 
To be honest, I miss him so so badly
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But I have no courageous to tell him all this.




Lastly, I wish him all the best, Stay happy always. ♥ :) 


I'm always here with him.
I Love Him ♥

♥ Thanks mum for giving me such a pair of pretty eyes.

:)

Christmas Party ;) ♥ 23/12/2011

Tonight we going out to celebrate early Christmas :)

and We all had a great night ! ♥ :) 

Last year I can't celebrate with him, but this year i did :) ♥

This is a BEST Christmas present ever ♥ !

I hope i still can celebrate Christmas with him next year, next next year and future ♥ :) 

Elleen babe and Me ♥

SeeXian babe ♥

Group photo :)

Doris babe and Pang babe ♥

Doris babe and Me♥ 

Asian pose ! xD

My boy and Me ♥