Christmas Party ;) ♥ 23/12/2011

Tonight we going out to celebrate early Christmas :)

and We all had a great night ! ♥ :) 

Last year I can't celebrate with him, but this year i did :) ♥

This is a BEST Christmas present ever ♥ !

I hope i still can celebrate Christmas with him next year, next next year and future ♥ :) 

Elleen babe and Me ♥

SeeXian babe ♥

Group photo :)

Doris babe and Pang babe ♥

Doris babe and Me♥ 

Asian pose ! xD

My boy and Me ♥ 

心里有数。

我心里其实很清楚，

他没有以前那么爱我了，

我们两之间的生活也变平淡了，

我对他来说并没有那么地重要了。

但，没关系 :) 

我还是很好。

虽然，又是心情还是会很沉重。

但是，想开，看开 就好了。

每个人都有自己的生活。

我和他也不例外。 :)

适当的关心与问候就够了，

别太多，只会弄伤自己。  :)

话虽如此，我还是挺开心的 :) 

至少今年的圣诞有他跟我一起过。

这也就是最好的礼物了 :)) ♥ 

20/12 去买圣诞节礼物 ^-^

今天下午4点，我和他还有我的死党唏娴 去Delta Mall 买圣诞礼物 :D 

因为在23/12/2011 我们几个好友一起有Christmas Dinner :) 

我们有交换礼物的活动，

所以就得买礼物啦 ~

今年比较特别，每份礼物不需超过RM10。 

刚才我们3个还头疼着到底要买什么礼物啊~

过后，我的宝贝已经选好礼物了，

但是我和唏娴还没决定要买什么呢。

然后他就说我们女生买东西总是很慢。 哈哈哈哈 这就是女人嘛 :P 

最后，我们终于决定要买什么礼物的时候，我们就去选购礼物纸啦。

在选礼物纸的时候最让我又气又笑的。 hahaha

因为我的宝贝他真的很欠打，

我叫他做决定，

他总是会反过来问我的意见。哈哈哈

还钱好后呢，我们就回家啦。

虽然我们只见面30分钟，但是我已经很满足，很开心了 :) ♥ 

他变得越来越帅，也变得更成熟了一些 。:) 

再过3 天，我们又会见面啦 ^^ ♥ 

很期待那天晚上！

虽然，圣诞节对他来说并没有任何意义，

但是我还是希望他能享受和我一起过圣诞节 >_< ♥ 

I Love Him. Only Him I Love :) ♥

3/6/2011 For me is a BIG day ♥
We got together on that day. 
And I was really happy that time ;) haha


It's been 6 months and more, i love him more and more than before. :)
When i met him last year, i was afraid to like him.
When i liked him, i was afraid to love him.
And now I love him, and I am afraid to lose him ♥


Nowadays, we really didn't chat or talk much.
Maybe we both got our own things to do?
But i still hoping we can be like how we did before? chat whole day long, never give each other cold response,care for each other always.
I remembered that before he liked to do some silly face or silly sounds to make me laugh.♥  hahaa.  


I miss his voice,
I miss his sweet talk,
I miss the way he called me wifey,
I miss his handsome, cute and funny look, 
I miss the way he hold my hand tightly,
I miss his warm huggies, 
I miss the way he smiled at me,
I miss our sweet memories,
I Miss Everything of Him. ♥
And i really don't know how much i miss him so. 


Sometimes, i feeling down, I shared my feelings with him
And how i wish he will console me and say " I'm always here with you.♥ "
But he don't. 
but i'm fine :) hahaa 
As long as he still love me :D ♥


Maybe people changed? 
But actually i know it's not.
He didn't change,
He is still the way he is.
I think i just had higher and higher expectation on him,
and then made myself feels down always.
How dumb i was. haha ><
But now i'm trying hardly to have least or even non expectation on him.
To make myself not to feel down always, and also hope it will make our relationship getting more stable and even stronger :) ♥


I feel dumb sometimes of overreact and over-thinking everything.
I always trying to cheer myself up ,
Stay happy always.
Cause I knew He doesn't like the Emo Me. haha ;) 
And He is still with me!
So i don't have to be sad or what right? :)


I'm glad that He's with me for 6 months plus le, but he never leave me alone :) 
I'm so glad to have a boyfriend like Him ♥
We'll never be apart ♥ 


Lastly, my love for him will never changed :) 

My boy ♥

18 of June What a sad day..

Today, i totally let my tears dropped twice..
I don't know what to do..
Sometimes, im confuse..
I don't know what he wants..
What he thinking of..


To : YOU , my love  ♥
I really hope to know what's wrong with you this morning.. :< 
I was really upset, when saw you were like this :< 
I hope you can share everything with me.. 
If you do love me , just share everything with me.. ♥
I NEED YOU. 
Yeah, i really do need you badly.. ♥
LOVE YOU  ♥




Love,
Ley ♥

3.6.2011 ♥

Finally ?

The day that i hope really come ? 

My dream comes true ? ♥ 

Actually i wanna give him a suprise today..
But seemed like he didn't get any suprise lolll
Means that the suprise that i given had FAILED :((

But he suprised me also >.<
He bought a BIG DOMO and a dress(i think it's a dress) for me ♥

The best thing that he gave is not big domo, not the dress..

The best thing that he gave is he had come back to me again ♥

He became more caring, lovely, naughty and handsome? hahaha* >< ♥

This 6 months that i had been waiting is totally worth :') ♥ 

 

I will never let you go anymore!

Hold you tight. 

♥

I love you ,Baby!♥

2.6.2011 不安·

今天早上很早很早...

6点37分就起床了...

因为听到他发信息给我 :O ， 然后我就很紧张，所以就起来看..

因为他昨晚，sms到一半，睡着去..会可爱吗这个小孩... 哈哈哈 :p

可是呢，没有他的晚安，我就睡不着 :S 

1点睡，3点起来..

3点半又继续睡..6点37分又起来了 :S

过后想继续睡，又睡不着 =.="

最近身体怪怪的..

9点41分：他发了一封信息来问 ； 你刚才这么早起来？

然后，为了不想让他知道，我昨晚不能睡，所以撒了一个“善意的谎言” :p

然后我们聊到11点那样，我电话又没钱啦 =.=" (真讨人厌) 

所以只好跟他说，不能跟他sms 了，电话没钱 >.< 

半个小时过了 ...

突然Facebook 有人inbox 我..
我在想，是谁七早八早来找我...HAHAHA

结果是他! :DD *超开心的说* :p ♥

他send Hello =D 过来.. xoxo  

应该是因为他用电话上线，所以很慢才回我、

但没关系啦，有找我，很好了 :p ♥

hmm,  可是..不知道为什么..

今天有种莫名的不安..</3

我很怕他会像前几次那样、

对我很好，可是一夜之间变另一个人 :((

如果是，那我恳请你不要再来找我了好吗。

我很累了 ;'((((

不想再这样继续下去。

但，如果不是，那就快点告诉我 >.<

我等了快6个月了..

也爱你8个月了...

我只想好好过生活..♥

散场的拥抱

散场的拥抱 ♥

从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐

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越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了

Still love.

It just suddenly hit me.

Or maybe I was just really felling sappy since yesterday. Or maybe it was just because of the dream I had. More often, we are told that our dream usually is part of our subconscious mind — it shows us the things we don’t want to happen and would like to happen. On my part — it’s the latter.

It’s pretty crazy. I made a declaration to myself that I have no time for love. Which of course is not really a good line to say especially if you’ve read the book: The Secret and you know enough that the Universe works under one law: Law of Attraction. So declaring that line to yourself is like wishing over to a genie and the genie’s answer is always: “Yes, your wish is my command.” — And so love will indeed have no time for you.

But then, maybe the declaration was with no conviction at all. It was just something I’d like myself to believe in. An escape from reality. That’s why I haven’t written anything about it. That’s why I haven’t written something that would reveal my inner most thoughts—inner most feelings. That’s why I’ve only been writing movie reviews for the last couple of weeks.

That’s why I haven’t written anything about you.

Cause I know the moment I will start writing about you (again) would be the day I’d finally accept that yes I still do.

And that yes, I am still not over you.

31.05.2011 ♥

今天下午... 
我等他的信息，等到睡着去.. 


他5点48分才发信息来、


然后，那是听到 他的专属铃声响下，就赶快爬起来 >.< hehe..♥


我以为他又要问我什么奇奇怪怪的问题了...
结果呢，并不是耶。


他说 ：What you doing now?


（他们说， 若一个人问你 在干嘛? 这代表他想你了..

今天他发给我的第一封信息就是 问我在干吗..

这是不是代表他想我了？ >.< ♥）

就跟他聊了大概一个小时这样吧..
过后，他说他要下去KL了...
等下到哪里再sms我...
我等啊.. 等...




一小时后，他终于到了..
他说：我到KL了。晕晕的 =@
(害我担心下）












今天除了跟他sms 很开心之外、
妈妈还带我去买了一双鞋子 ^^
我去KL 才穿的呗...
这鞋子不会很便宜哦 :S
可是，我很喜欢 ♥

RM49.90 :S

30.5.2011

我...我...我...

有时候真的猜不透你...

我们聊得好好的,你为什么要突然间说到他呢？


我不想知道关于他的事...

我没有兴趣。NO INTERESTED!


一点也没有...

我只在乎你一个、
但是，你懂么？:'(


希望你这几天找我不只因为什么...
而是因为 你想我 所以找我。
我真的希望你不会再让我难怪。

拜托♥ 

 

Celebrated My Belated Birthday ♥[27.5.2011]

27.5.2011 was certainly a MEMORABLE day !! ♥

Thanks all my beloved Friendssss ♥

They bought me a BIG OREO CAKE , even though i asked them no need to buy me birthday cake..

But they still did .. :'D  

So TOUCHING ♥

The most funny thing was the candle that no matter how you blow it will not blow out ! 

At first, i thought was my problem..

Then , they asked me to blow again..

I tried a million times, but the candle still the same :S lol

How funny was that~ 

                                                             My Birthday Cake ♥ From friends :D
                                                                  

               
                                                               Cut the Cake ♥

  

 

Had the ice-cream at Igloo..♥

                                                         Titanic Fun ! ♥ hahaha

        

                                                                Macdonald..♥

                                                                 4 Bestie !! :D  ♥

                                                                        Cheche Mami  ♥
                                                         

                                                                        Teva  ♥
                                                                     

                                                                            Audrey Mami  ♥

                                                                    Sindy Mei Nv  ♥

                                                                My dearest babe DODO  ♥

                                                                    My dear SeeXian  ♥

                                                                   Ashley LENGLUI  ♥