Not my day.

我真笨。

为什么我要去相信他的片面之词？

我想得太美了。

对不起、是我太自作多情了。

那句话只是 被美丽的礼物纸给包裹着、

包得太美，太精细、

让我根本无法猜透里面的事实。

当我拆开来时，

我应该得做好心理准备的。为什么我不是想做好心理准备呢？

我的心，就如被刀割一般的难受。

但是，他懂麼？

他不懂···

没人会懂··

我差点儿激动得想哭了、

不过不是适当的地方，所以我控制我自己的情绪。

但，我知道...

其实我都是在自欺欺人``

I DON'T NEED OTHERS !!

ALL I NEED IS YOU!

ONLY YOU!! 

                       

                                                                                                               Baby, Please come back to me♥

                                                                                                                                                     I'll  love you right..

                                                                                                                                                     I'll treat you even better than before ! 

                                                                                                                                                     BABY, Please! ♥

                                                                                          

My Broken Heart.♥

My Broken Heart. 

This was my heart during 12 Oct of 2010 till 12 December of 2010. 

They said I was dreaming Maybe they were right But I just wish That you were here with me tonight They said we weren't meant to be I hoped they wrong But after what you did They were right all along You broke my heart Tore it to pieces There are some missing And my heart will never be whole again I hoped and wished On all the wishing stars But I guess this wish Wasn't meant to come true I see it now baby It's in shining lights The truth was showed to me That painful night You broke my heart Tore it to pieces There are some missing And my heart will never be whole again Why did you do this to me What did I ever do to you I loved you from the start Just for you to break my heart You broke my heart Tore it to pieces There are some missing And my heart will never be whole again

因為你不喜歡我··♥

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

我经常去看你空间的意义

只想了解你的最新情况

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

我为什么经常给你发短信

不是此刻想起你

而是我一直想着你

只是此刻想你想的最厉害

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

我为什么会知道你那么多的信息

因为你的一切,哪怕是早点吃了什么

对于我来说也是有意义的

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

你和谁在一起干了什么

对我来说都是一种纠结

我会乱揣测,乱生气

即使我们什么关系也没有

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

你的一句不在乎

我为什么会那么在乎

我在乎的不是这句话

我在乎的是你的人

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不知道我打出那一句句

那你忙吧！我不打扰时

内心的纠结

因为不喜欢我

所以你不知道我的手机里面存的都是你的信息

不开心时，看着看着，不自觉的傻笑

因为感觉你就在身边

自我安慰么

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不知道

你对我的忽冷忽热

总是让我不自觉被你掌控

一般甜蜜，一半忧伤

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

我为什么会经常生你气

喜欢上一个人

也赋予了他伤害我的权力

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不知道

在我失去你信息的日子里

我是多么的沮丧

我怕就此失去你

因为你不喜欢我

所以你寂寞的时候不会想起我

而我却在时时刻刻的想着你

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不知道

你在我眼里多么的重要

而我知道

我在你眼里却是十分的渺小

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不知道

我的QQ头像只为你一个人而闪亮

只为你一个人“我在线上”

即使有时你是隐身或是离开，也许为的是等别人的头像亮起来

我也觉得值得

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不会关注我的空间，校内有什么变化

但是你只要偶然打开看一眼

所有的所有跟你全有关系

我会为了你看到

而感到既兴奋又紧张

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

我的QQ签名，校内状态只为你一个人改变

我的心情

永远只是写给你一个人看

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不知道

在你坚持喜欢着某人的时候

我也在坚持在我的坚持

一直在这儿等着你

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不知道

我等待着你的关心

却等到我关上了心

因为你不喜欢我

所以你不明白

你的一举一动对于我来说

都是指挥棒

指挥着我的心情和生活

你没有关注过我

没有在乎过我

甚至不知道我一直在默默奉献着

因为你一直都不懂……

只是有點想你了·♥

只是有点想你了,不小心而已

原本平静的生活，很努力的不去记起

那些的过往

一个短信，简单的几个字

让我觉得冬天很冷，忍不住的在颤抖着

很不小心的总是想跟你多说几句

也就只有那刻而已，过后就真的过后了

还是让自己在平静当中度过

很羡慕那些还会去爱，去喜欢的人

已经没那个动力了，没活在过去，但却也不往前

只是一直平静着.....

童话故事很美但是确不是那个公主

  

原來我真正在乎的、♥

今天，當我遇到他時
我終於發現，原來我真正在乎的、
並不是他還愛不愛我···
而是他不理我。


這幾天我都試著每晚上 MSN、
但，都不見他上線、
前幾個星期，我還以為是他把我給BLOCKED了呢··
原來並不是。
其實我和他都沒那個習慣上MSN、
但，以前就因為我們爲了彼此、
每晚回到家，或一碰電腦就肯定先上MSN了。

而現在，他都不上MSN了、
除非，他の朋友找他。


而我至今，始終沒那個勇氣面對他···

如果爱不在了、

记忆像是一杯泡过的的绿茶，淡淡的；甜甜的！

如果爱不在、不要再问候；只需要知道彼此过得快乐就好了！

如果爱不在、不要再埋怨；毕竟彼此曾经都深爱过对方！

如果爱不在、不要再留念；放手让彼此寻找彼此生命中的港湾！

如果爱不在、请继续爱别人；让彼此的爱恋再次的延续下去！

如果爱不在、请快乐生活着；因为那是彼此最终的心愿！

如果爱不在、请不要再述说对彼此的爱恋；那样会让彼此活在爱的深渊中！

因为没有想起、所以没有忘记！为我们的爱过的人虔诚的祈祷，希望她们永远的活在快乐中！别让爱的枷锁禁锢着我们的灵魂；在心里的一个角落珍藏着我们曾经爱过人！

如果爱不在、请珍藏在心里；不要说出来！

The Silly Goats.

I joined a story telling competition at this coming Thursday.. ><
But my teacher just help confirm to me on last Friday.
I only have few days time for memorising the story..
Then, i went to Popular bookstore and bought a childish story..HAHAHA
That is The Silly Goats..
I feel so nervous :S 
But I'll do my best in the competition ;) ♥
And also wish my dearie SHARON Good Luck ♥ :)






Gab and gib are two goats. They live on the opposite sides of a river. There is an old wooden bridge across the river. One day, the two goats decide to cross the bridge. They meet in the middle of the bridge.They stop. They cannot move. The bridge is too narrow..
"Go back and let me pass 1st." says Gab.
"No,let me pass 1st." says Gib.
"Let me pass. I was here 1st." says Gab. He is angry
"No, I was here 1st!" says Gib. He is also angry.
Both goats stamp their feet angrily.The bridge creaks. the two goats do not notice.
"I shall fight you if you don't let me pass." says gab.
"All right" says gib.
"Let's fight ! " 
The two goats looks at each other.
Then, Gab uses his head and hits Gib.
Gib does the same to Gab. They push and push each other. They stamp their feet and fight. The old bridge starts to shake.
C-R-A-C-K...... 
The old bridge breaks and falls...
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!"
The two goats scream as they fall into the river.
Both Gab and Gib cannot swim.They cannot get out of the river. Soon,The two silly goats drown.
A lesson to learn is We must think of others not be selfish :)

The book's cover LOL

THE END :)

Bleak.♥

Thought I was getting better 
Thought I was getting stronger 
Why do I feel sad 
Why am I crying 
I should not hurt so 
Things he says 
Things he does

Should no longer pain me so 
But I hurt I cry
The tears run down my cheeks 
I wipe them away, 
but they keep falling I think of my future 
So bleak 
So dim 
So lonely

I can’t imagine anyone wanting me 
I am nothing special 
Nothing pretty 
Slim, or outgoing
I could not believe someone wanted to marry me 
I never had dates Never a serious relationship 
Then he came along 
Swept me off my feet 
Promised me the world 
But never gave it to me 
Only gave me grief, pain, heartache

I know its time to leave 
But I’m scared I’m terrified, of being on my own 
Completely on my own 
This is new for me, a huge step 
A fearful leap 
Of faith? 
Or a fall to my death? 
I don’t have a job 
Not even a college education 
What do I do 
Where do I go I know 
I can’t take much more 
The pain is suffocating 
Killing me I need closeness, love, caring 
This emptiness 
Lack of touch 
Tenderness no more 
Is not the future for me ..

Behind that Smile`♥

Behind this innocent smile,
Lies another feeling, 
Behind this laughing girl, 
Lies someone healing.
She feels so selfish, 
Acts like she’s insane, 
Only to hide, 
The depression and pain. 
Tears seem neverending, 
When no ones around, 
False feelings stop working, 
As she hits the ground. 
Happy isn’t real, 
Just a fabricated lie, 
Depression takes over,
She doesn’t know why. 
Lifes almost perfect, 
Yet sadness is still there, 
She’s so confused,
 Why can’t she care? 
She isn’t heartless, 
Just hurting alot,
 Lies are easy, 
When it’s all you’ve got.

♥

Avril Lagvine ♥

I'mma so addicted to AVRIL LAGVINE ♥ !!
Argggggghhhhhhhhhhh~!
I loved her songs so muchie ♥ ;)
DEFINITELY NICE ;) ♥

I love this feel..♥

When you're gone ♥

Purple Avril ♥ ;)

< / 3

You told me that you loved me
why did you leave me to cry in the cold
you swore this time was different
why does that line seem so old

You told me I was the only one
who could make you feel that way
you told me that you cared about me
so why didnt you stay

All the nights you laid with me
alone in the dark in my bed
now I finally realize
you were just messing with my head

Loveis such a powerful word
a word people often misuse
something they take for granted
something they beat and abuse

My wounds run deep inside me
there's blood all over the place
I think I’ve really lost it this time
Im ashamed to show my face

Remember When.♥

Remember when we were so in LOVE?
I do, because you were the one I could trust.

Remember when you would hold me tight?
I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night.

Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things?
I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing!

Remember when our love was so strong?
I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong.

Remember when you said you loved me?
I do, I had a great feeling come to me.

Remember when you said you wouldn't lie?
I do, because when i found out all i did was cry.

Remember when you broke my heart?
I do, because you tore my world apart

Remember when you said if we break-up we can still be friends?
I tried but you thought i wanted you back so we had to end.

I took you for granted, I thought I had you,
But I didn't instead I ended up loosing you.

You treated me wrong after we broke-up,
How could you?, all i ever wanted to do was make up.

This is the last time you'll hear from me,
Well, unless you be a man and apologize so we can agree.

Life's too short we live what we can,
Just remember call me if you need a hand.

Love Hurts.♥

When someone really loves you,

they will never hurt you.

And if they do, 

you can see it in their eyes 

that it hurts them too...

It's hard to determine 

where to draw the line

between being nice 

and not hurting people's feelings,

and standing up 

for what you believe.

We take a risk 

when we open our hearts

because the truth is,

if we open our hearts, 

we will get hurt.

You can’t open your heart

and not have some hurt 

because you’re in a 

human experience.

Even if it’s the love of your life 

and you have many wonderful, 

deepening, growing,

powerful years together,

it’s a human experience

and that person will pass over. 

Love takes courage.

Be courageous.

If you don't know,

then ask me. 

If you don't agree,

then argue with me.

If you don't like, 

then say it to me. 

But don't keep silent 

and judge me.

I've learned that no matter 

how good a friend someone is,

they're going to hurt you 

every once in awhile 

and you must forgive them for that.