18 of June What a sad day..

Today, i totally let my tears dropped twice..
I don't know what to do..
Sometimes, im confuse..
I don't know what he wants..
What he thinking of..


To : YOU , my love  ♥
I really hope to know what's wrong with you this morning.. :< 
I was really upset, when saw you were like this :< 
I hope you can share everything with me.. 
If you do love me , just share everything with me.. ♥
I NEED YOU. 
Yeah, i really do need you badly.. ♥
LOVE YOU  ♥




Love,
Ley ♥

3.6.2011 ♥

Finally ?

The day that i hope really come ? 

My dream comes true ? ♥ 

Actually i wanna give him a suprise today..
But seemed like he didn't get any suprise lolll
Means that the suprise that i given had FAILED :((

But he suprised me also >.<
He bought a BIG DOMO and a dress(i think it's a dress) for me ♥

The best thing that he gave is not big domo, not the dress..

The best thing that he gave is he had come back to me again ♥

He became more caring, lovely, naughty and handsome? hahaha* >< ♥

This 6 months that i had been waiting is totally worth :') ♥ 

 

I will never let you go anymore!

Hold you tight. 

♥

I love you ,Baby!♥

2.6.2011 不安·

今天早上很早很早...

6点37分就起床了...

因为听到他发信息给我 :O ， 然后我就很紧张，所以就起来看..

因为他昨晚，sms到一半，睡着去..会可爱吗这个小孩... 哈哈哈 :p

可是呢，没有他的晚安，我就睡不着 :S 

1点睡，3点起来..

3点半又继续睡..6点37分又起来了 :S

过后想继续睡，又睡不着 =.="

最近身体怪怪的..

9点41分：他发了一封信息来问 ； 你刚才这么早起来？

然后，为了不想让他知道，我昨晚不能睡，所以撒了一个“善意的谎言” :p

然后我们聊到11点那样，我电话又没钱啦 =.=" (真讨人厌) 

所以只好跟他说，不能跟他sms 了，电话没钱 >.< 

半个小时过了 ...

突然Facebook 有人inbox 我..
我在想，是谁七早八早来找我...HAHAHA

结果是他! :DD *超开心的说* :p ♥

他send Hello =D 过来.. xoxo  

应该是因为他用电话上线，所以很慢才回我、

但没关系啦，有找我，很好了 :p ♥

hmm,  可是..不知道为什么..

今天有种莫名的不安..</3

我很怕他会像前几次那样、

对我很好，可是一夜之间变另一个人 :((

如果是，那我恳请你不要再来找我了好吗。

我很累了 ;'((((

不想再这样继续下去。

但，如果不是，那就快点告诉我 >.<

我等了快6个月了..

也爱你8个月了...

我只想好好过生活..♥

散场的拥抱

散场的拥抱 ♥

从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐

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越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了

Still love.

It just suddenly hit me.

Or maybe I was just really felling sappy since yesterday. Or maybe it was just because of the dream I had. More often, we are told that our dream usually is part of our subconscious mind — it shows us the things we don’t want to happen and would like to happen. On my part — it’s the latter.

It’s pretty crazy. I made a declaration to myself that I have no time for love. Which of course is not really a good line to say especially if you’ve read the book: The Secret and you know enough that the Universe works under one law: Law of Attraction. So declaring that line to yourself is like wishing over to a genie and the genie’s answer is always: “Yes, your wish is my command.” — And so love will indeed have no time for you.

But then, maybe the declaration was with no conviction at all. It was just something I’d like myself to believe in. An escape from reality. That’s why I haven’t written anything about it. That’s why I haven’t written something that would reveal my inner most thoughts—inner most feelings. That’s why I’ve only been writing movie reviews for the last couple of weeks.

That’s why I haven’t written anything about you.

Cause I know the moment I will start writing about you (again) would be the day I’d finally accept that yes I still do.

And that yes, I am still not over you.