Christmas Party ;) ♥ 23/12/2011

Tonight we going out to celebrate early Christmas :)

and We all had a great night ! ♥ :) 

Last year I can't celebrate with him, but this year i did :) ♥

This is a BEST Christmas present ever ♥ !

I hope i still can celebrate Christmas with him next year, next next year and future ♥ :) 

Elleen babe and Me ♥

SeeXian babe ♥

Group photo :)

Doris babe and Pang babe ♥

Doris babe and Me♥ 

Asian pose ! xD

My boy and Me ♥ 

心里有数。

我心里其实很清楚，

他没有以前那么爱我了，

我们两之间的生活也变平淡了，

我对他来说并没有那么地重要了。

但，没关系 :) 

我还是很好。

虽然，又是心情还是会很沉重。

但是，想开，看开 就好了。

每个人都有自己的生活。

我和他也不例外。 :)

适当的关心与问候就够了，

别太多，只会弄伤自己。  :)

话虽如此，我还是挺开心的 :) 

至少今年的圣诞有他跟我一起过。

这也就是最好的礼物了 :)) ♥ 

20/12 去买圣诞节礼物 ^-^

今天下午4点，我和他还有我的死党唏娴 去Delta Mall 买圣诞礼物 :D 

因为在23/12/2011 我们几个好友一起有Christmas Dinner :) 

我们有交换礼物的活动，

所以就得买礼物啦 ~

今年比较特别，每份礼物不需超过RM10。 

刚才我们3个还头疼着到底要买什么礼物啊~

过后，我的宝贝已经选好礼物了，

但是我和唏娴还没决定要买什么呢。

然后他就说我们女生买东西总是很慢。 哈哈哈哈 这就是女人嘛 :P 

最后，我们终于决定要买什么礼物的时候，我们就去选购礼物纸啦。

在选礼物纸的时候最让我又气又笑的。 hahaha

因为我的宝贝他真的很欠打，

我叫他做决定，

他总是会反过来问我的意见。哈哈哈

还钱好后呢，我们就回家啦。

虽然我们只见面30分钟，但是我已经很满足，很开心了 :) ♥ 

他变得越来越帅，也变得更成熟了一些 。:) 

再过3 天，我们又会见面啦 ^^ ♥ 

很期待那天晚上！

虽然，圣诞节对他来说并没有任何意义，

但是我还是希望他能享受和我一起过圣诞节 >_< ♥ 

I Love Him. Only Him I Love :) ♥

3/6/2011 For me is a BIG day ♥
We got together on that day. 
And I was really happy that time ;) haha


It's been 6 months and more, i love him more and more than before. :)
When i met him last year, i was afraid to like him.
When i liked him, i was afraid to love him.
And now I love him, and I am afraid to lose him ♥


Nowadays, we really didn't chat or talk much.
Maybe we both got our own things to do?
But i still hoping we can be like how we did before? chat whole day long, never give each other cold response,care for each other always.
I remembered that before he liked to do some silly face or silly sounds to make me laugh.♥  hahaa.  


I miss his voice,
I miss his sweet talk,
I miss the way he called me wifey,
I miss his handsome, cute and funny look, 
I miss the way he hold my hand tightly,
I miss his warm huggies, 
I miss the way he smiled at me,
I miss our sweet memories,
I Miss Everything of Him. ♥
And i really don't know how much i miss him so. 


Sometimes, i feeling down, I shared my feelings with him
And how i wish he will console me and say " I'm always here with you.♥ "
But he don't. 
but i'm fine :) hahaa 
As long as he still love me :D ♥


Maybe people changed? 
But actually i know it's not.
He didn't change,
He is still the way he is.
I think i just had higher and higher expectation on him,
and then made myself feels down always.
How dumb i was. haha ><
But now i'm trying hardly to have least or even non expectation on him.
To make myself not to feel down always, and also hope it will make our relationship getting more stable and even stronger :) ♥


I feel dumb sometimes of overreact and over-thinking everything.
I always trying to cheer myself up ,
Stay happy always.
Cause I knew He doesn't like the Emo Me. haha ;) 
And He is still with me!
So i don't have to be sad or what right? :)


I'm glad that He's with me for 6 months plus le, but he never leave me alone :) 
I'm so glad to have a boyfriend like Him ♥
We'll never be apart ♥ 


Lastly, my love for him will never changed :) 

My boy ♥