27/2/2012. Not my day.

Today is not my day.
My mum forgot the time that i done tuition,
late coming to pick me up.
Made me waited her alone for almost one hour.
i'm scared but she never knew.
This is not the first time also, i'm sick of it dy.
I'm really upset sometimes.

Him.
Don't ever talk bout your female friend with me.
I'm not interested with them.
You should know i will jealous.
Imagine if i talk bout my male friend with you, hows you gonna feel ?
Happy? Joyful? Delighted somemore?
Or jealousy? Unhappy? Mad?

Well, i can let you know bout my feelings,
I'm jealous, unhappy.
I'm trying to be fine with all this..


I'm so sick of my life.
So tired of being strong
I'm not cold blooded what
I have my true feelings.
Sometimes when really bad mood, but I still have to act like nothings happen, and happy?
What for doing all this.
I'm tired of being like this.
Just wanna be back my own.

2/20/2012 :)

It's been long time i didn't update my bloggie yet. haha
I wonder how come i still got time to update my blog at this TIMING?! lol
The first term exam is coming very soon. :O
I'm scare i can't do well in it.
But i'll try my best to get the best result for myself, my family and him. 
I had started doing revision since last Saturday. 
I hope i will not forget what i studied. If not, then wait GG ba. lol


Just now i suddenly remembered that last year got one day he made a burger for me. xixi
How sweet !
Those good memories still seem so fresh playing in my mind. 
To be honest, I miss him so so badly
.
But I have no courageous to tell him all this.




Lastly, I wish him all the best, Stay happy always. ♥ :) 


I'm always here with him.
I Love Him ♥

♥ Thanks mum for giving me such a pair of pretty eyes.

:)