We got together on that day.
And I was really happy that time ;) haha
It's been 6 months and more, i love him more and more than before. :)
When i met him last year, i was afraid to like him.
When i liked him, i was afraid to love him.
And now I love him, and I am afraid to lose him ♥
Nowadays, we really didn't chat or talk much.
Maybe we both got our own things to do?
But i still hoping we can be like how we did before? chat whole day long, never give each other cold response,care for each other always.
I remembered that before he liked to do some silly face or silly sounds to make me laugh.♥ hahaa.
I miss his voice,
I miss his sweet talk,
I miss the way he called me wifey,
I miss his handsome, cute and funny look,
I miss the way he hold my hand tightly,
I miss his warm huggies,
I miss the way he smiled at me,
I miss our sweet memories,
I Miss Everything of Him. ♥
And i really don't know how much i miss him so.
Sometimes, i feeling down, I shared my feelings with him
And how i wish he will console me and say " I'm always here with you.♥ "
But he don't.
but i'm fine :) hahaa
As long as he still love me :D ♥
Maybe people changed?
But actually i know it's not.
He didn't change,
He is still the way he is.
I think i just had higher and higher expectation on him,
and then made myself feels down always.
How dumb i was. haha ><
But now i'm trying hardly to have least or even non expectation on him.
To make myself not to feel down always, and also hope it will make our relationship getting more stable and even stronger :) ♥
I feel dumb sometimes of overreact and over-thinking everything.
I always trying to cheer myself up ,
Stay happy always.
Cause I knew He doesn't like the Emo Me. haha ;)
And He is still with me!
So i don't have to be sad or what right? :)
I'm glad that He's with me for 6 months plus le, but he never leave me alone :)
I'm so glad to have a boyfriend like Him ♥
We'll never be apart ♥
Lastly, my love for him will never changed :)
My boy ♥
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